You know what sucks? The moments in the process of getting better, and all you seem to feel is at your all time low. It’s the point where you feel like a fool; your to weak to stand for your own head. You leave your emotions in the toilet, and are constantly filling the void a cheap, strong wine. It’s saddening to see yourself like this, but you’ve grown so small that you’re only looking upon yourself as an outsider and there is nothing you can do for her. That’s what fucking sucks about getting better.